Fade to grey



This is it

the breaking point

where saltwater and freshwater, red and blue, dark and light mingle

and I find the old ways to tell the difference don't work

when the water's brackish, the paint is purple and the day becomes dusk.

I'm in a land of Robin Hoods

I labeled them bad but they're only good

and the porcelain-faced doll I thought was benign

behind squeaky cleanness is bitter and vile.

The black and white rules now fade into grey

that solid footing is just sand in a sieve

falling

falling

hypnotizing me as it goes down.

And I see why the Christ had to break all the rules

since cookie cutter goodness is too easy a calling.

There is something higher and purer than law

He wants open hearts and dangerous love.

I wish someone wrote it down, a list of rules

that I might not hurt my head thinking

questioning

discerning

what You want me to do.

But the rules are melting and I'm here all alone

with a choice to make.

And this is the point.

Do I bend?

Do I break?

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